HUSK
by Rex G. Walton
for Amy
She tells me, corn husking,
near West Point, Sunday,
and I can see her:
checking the sky for sign,
checking the honed edge
with the hard light
of a Sabbath afternoon,
taking a long pull
on cold water.
A thin dust flies through, cutting the air
with sandpaper, down here in the rows.
Tall dusky beige sentinels, parallel
columns forty inches on center, give
no rest in shade, give grasshoppers
in spades, with no wind, no respite
from the long sun overhead.
She tells herself, steady: don't think speed,
think smooth as throwing the rope,
encircling mare's neck gently, at the instant
she settles in mid-stride, so rope caresses her
as much as captures the beautiful mare
into the path of halter, bit, blanket, saddle.
She tells herself, as the shout of the judge
barks a beginning, to flow quick
into that first raspy tan handful of husk,
watch the ungloved hand grab,
watch the hook sing through,
see the yellow-white cylindrical ear
float strings over niblets in that smooth arcing flight
that goes out of sight behind her shoulder,
as the hand finds another,
the hook rips,
the bankboard calling out the hit,
even as the next ear, open to light,
glistening soft in this humid air,
sets off from the soft pocket
of the fragile skinned fingers.
She begins to not count anymore:
she settles into a rhythm that brings dust as a tan haze,
sweat as a glistening, a sheen, a reward, a mark of progress.
Boring ahead into the beige valley of shimmering corn,
black-silk-laden, with her hands ripping open, letting blood
adorn the sheen of yellow-white, with her body swinging
dancing into a haze of perspiration and grace,
with her body full and ripe as this corn,
corn dancing in pirouette - pinwheel
on a swift track for the bankboard,
a final carom into the pile.
This goes on for a long time: forever, maybe.
She settles into a rhythm that fits her body
like dusty flannel, and warms her through and through.
Even with the frantic explosions of husk, and ear, and breeze,
and blood, and sky, she dreams:
pieces of dreams interspersing a bit of this ear
with a patch of that vision of herself loose in the saddle
on the roan, leaving the ground with rhythmic precision,
saddle a big hand cupped under her, firmly tossing her
fragile body slightly closer, slightly closer to the invisible stars.
Even as time winds down, and the wagon fills, and the sun
ratchets slightly further on it's western journey, her shirt
fills with chaff, and daze, and glisten. And she dreams.
Words tumble through her beautiful sky. She is too tired to look
at the actual, too caught in a final rush of adrenaline-ripped muscle
thrusting for the final grasp, ripping the final husk, tearing more skin, anointing this
corn with her very self, slinging that last missile
on it's predictable arc.
When will she again find this peace?
What valley will open under her body, as the sun anoints
and blesses her union with the green and glistening mind
of her own presence, strong and carrying her to a new end,
a new beginning?
When will this journey of the long rows, the immortal sky,
the shepherding cloud, the ointment of the air moving
over her, into every space, on the soft skin under her eyes,
across her forehead, the rouge-glow cheek, drying perspiration
as if it were tears, of laughter, tears of sheer joy?
As if the softest hand imaginable holds that breeze lightly
between two fingertips, and takes the tears away,
makes them part of the air again, a piece of itself:
an anointing, a parting, a cleansing, a joining,
a celebration of someone whole again,
and clean with the fine dust of absolute forgiveness.
She gives the permission of celebration, of oneness,
of a fulfillment of the very order of things.
There is gracious acceptance.
By way of biographical note, Rex Walton sent us this: "I began writing as an answer to a fellow student, in 1966, Flint, Michigan. This fellow wrote music, and poetry, and was exceedingly strange, and somehow very correct in his stretch for understanding. Dylan, and the Beat Poets, and Whitman, and Lowell.. Oh, what a wonderful opening to peer through - into the core of the real world, that one beyond my small-town origins. 1985 sent me back to school for more questions, and clues, and a plan for happenstance and ambiguity to take hold, and give me back my true self, if there was such a person left. I spent such glorious, frivolous, exacting times with Greg Kuzma, Charlie Stubblefield, Mordecai Marcus, Marcia Southwick, and Warren Fine, to name a few. That, and a few hundred books of poetry, and prose. So, I've been writing more and more, for longer than I could have imagined. My life continues to turn, and shift, and open. I'm glad to be fully here, at times, and catch a piece of writing going by - mine, or others' - no matter. It is a challenge and a dare, and a privilege to live this way."
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